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the result would be this btw...
http://hellogiggles.com/zooeys-golden-globes-hair
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crazy day today

today was exceedingly strange. with lots of tension sort of disappearing in the past two or three days(should it really disappear though??.. we will get back to this), i thought of changing the sad emoticon on my face giving way to a slightly happier one :-)..
Mohit's ,umm ,friend (we shall call her P to protect identities) was with us today.. Mohit pretty much knows the story of my life and his, errrmm, friend, P, knows it too.. :-/
So we embarked on a journey.. well not exactly a journey type journey-- 'twas just four kms maybe.. But walking that long when i am at my punniest best can really be something.. And P and Mohit at their funniest best..

So I laughed a lot today.. A lot A lot A lot..
The walk to new BEL road(and back, of course) was a hoot and three quarters.. We had coffee at Barista.. I could not have the cookie crunch as it turns out the cookies have eggs in 'em..
But apart from that slightly sad event, today i felt i was me.. after a long time..

Wish you were here.
pink Floyd.
PS: also contemplating changing the blog name to a no name us or unknown name us or something..
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P's.

sadHAPPY

today feels extremely lonely-------> so click here

:-(

after this, i want to be a dentist. do you see the floss in the plan?..
was suddenly reminded of twitter yesterday.wanted to put up my most recent pun.
hope it is fine :-p
piece!

 

wormy brain and forty three other stories (aka figments)

am i being fooled? evidence would certainly suggest so.

another pathetic sleepless night, and my wormy little brain comes up with a multitude of weird theories. 

about why things happen.

about how people are not what they seem to be.

about how i might just have been relegated to the past tense.(the boss)

about how to really know if you can trust someone.

about how not only one person should be asking the questions.

about how people forget about your existence and your mind stays stuck in a delusion. 

about how the stuff your parents and teachers taught you was taught because it was convenient to them.

about how there is actually just one Person on your team.

about how nothing will matter once you die.

clopton's law-every credibility gap has a gullibility fill. 

i guess i am the gullibility fill to most of the gaps. the question is- is this really a gap? 

anyway, there will not be much of these blogs here anymore. hope that is fine.
kills me though.
peace!

and suddenly it occurs to me

i am expendable too! a very comforting thought in a surreal sort of a way

sleep eludes me leonard!

i so cannot sleep just before the day i intend to leave town. :(

happened with b'lore. always happens with jamshedpur. i form a sort of bond and it feels sad. as if i am doing some kind of an injustice. hope the place misses me too. the people, they will. mummy and nanna were visibly sad. arat is worse, bechara. he does not yet know how to express. that way, i guess he is like me. and that is certainly not nice :-/

the train is fourteen hours late due to the fog and that makes the goodbye, and hence the incomprehensible atmosphere, even more extended.

i look forward to this Dayalbagh trip and am quite excited about the journey. sahej will pick me up from the station and i plan to spend 24th night at his place- first time ever. 

first time ever might come as a surprise since,well, it is sahej we are talking about. But hilariously, sahej has this whole bad omen thing about close friends staying at his place. apparently,in the past, relationships with friends who stayed over with him at his place have soured over time. 

i do not believe in this omen stuff too much. but that does not mean i wont say a short prayer to make sure one of the few constants in my life maintain their constancy. obviously along with some other constants. :-)

three emoticons already. haha! 

so the thts that.

see ya